I’ll never have it

Why do I eat instead of close my eyes and rest?

Why?

Because my dad always criticized my mom for relaxing and I wanted him to love me.  Still, after everything, a little girl just wants her father’s love.

But God knew that would happen, right?

That’s why He is my heavenly father.  So I can still get the love of a daddy.  Unconditional, total, encompassing love.

Not what I was looking for.  It’s better.

I guess I did have a daddy after all.

I just need to believe that truth.

 

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