Why do I eat instead of close my eyes and rest?
Because my dad always criticized my mom for relaxing and I wanted him to love me. Still, after everything, a little girl just wants her father’s love.
But God knew that would happen, right?
That’s why He is my heavenly father. So I can still get the love of a daddy. Unconditional, total, encompassing love.
Not what I was looking for. It’s better.
I guess I did have a daddy after all.
I just need to believe that truth.